Currently Listening American IV: The Man Comes Around By Johnny Cash see related

Yeah, so...

It's most definitely been a while. Time to get this thing on the road, eh?

My life has been pretty eventful for the most part, you see. I no longer go to Southeast. Which isn't my choice- I love that place, it's my family. But now I go to Phoenix. As I once heard it bluntly put, "the school for rejects". But I don't care, I get to graduate in November and I'm making all a's, I have an hour for lunch to do whatever, you can make up your absent days, there's no school on Fridays EVER, etc..

In other news, me and my boyfriend are doing splendid. We've definitley gotten closer and have become more intimate. Sometimes I think I love him, and sometimes I think I just love his friends. It eats me alive from the inside out. We're going to prom: I'm excited and have d'lovely dress. <3

Let's see, I've been reminiscing of my Northwest days a lot lately. I miss Catherine and Sarah and Kayla and Hayley and Christi and Stephanie...and I wonder what all they are up to nowadays. Is Northwest the same? Are the same cliques of friends still...well, friends?

My dad's cancer is back but this time there's nothing they can do about it. That offcially sucks, but I am going to make no point to preach on it. I've been trying to make the best of the time I have left with him and focus on the good things in life.

I don't get to do marching band like I had hoped,...because you know, I left Southeast. Phoenix is okay, but obviously they don't have a marching band or any artistic ellectives or courses.

I miss all my friends. And I love you all. Never forget me, okay? I am still here...just...seperated from the world.

I guess I'll stop. I don't have anything else to say I guess.

Aurvoir, toots!

<33

Currently Listening Mother's Milk By The Red Hot Chili Peppers see related

Good morning, my little beauties.

The play is over. Just like that. I must say, it is one experience I will never forget--I made so many wonderful friends. There's something about drama and bonding: they just go together. I can't wait to get the dvd and laugh at myself.

The Northwest band kids are in New York. Lucky poo-heads. I hope they are having a fantastic time! Cat texted me while I was on AIM and told me where she was and I almost had a heart-attack because I had forgotten all about it. Geez.

Mi vida ahora:

Me and Kevin have been dating for two weeks now. ( I look snazzy in his letterman jacket ) and I've been at his house every day. I spent the night yesterday...this would be the third time I've spent the night over there. We've eaten at a restaraunt every day--so this little lady is getting fat? I just love it so much.

He asked me out at the drive-in while I was having butt-sex with gravel ( we were on the road in a blanket ). It was pitch black ( we were both under the blanket ) and I heard his voice ask me out. He has this deep smooth voice. I used my hands to feel for his face. I felt his mouth on my fingers so I kissed it and said 'yes'.

Yesterday [Ashley, Husband, Kevin. Wes and Mikey] and me went to see Walk the Line. That is the most amazing movie. It was fantastic. Then we went to eat at Hooter's.

Life is good.

I'm worried about Jim though. I mean, two weeks ago me and him went to Calhoun to get a basketball goal for his mom..then we went back to his house and hung out. He seemed so happy-- in the car we had talked about stuff but it didn't seem serious. I care about him so much: I hope he's okay.

Congrads to Haley about her new neice! I bet she's beautiful. And I hope all of you have a wonderful Thanksgiving holiday. Only two days of school this week. Whoo!

So much has happened lately but I don't want to type it all:... somehow doesn't seem right because I feel like it leaves you guys out-- you don't know the kids I hang out with and everything....oh well.

I love everyone. <33

Joolay

Currently Listening Transatlanticism By Death Cab for Cutie see related

Eh, I meant nothing by what I said. I guess I just meant I'm lucky to have no drama at Southeast. The drama at NW is only with a few people though: not everyone. Strangely and ironically enough though, I sometimes wonder what it would be like if I just up and moved back to Northwest. Just walk into the cafeteria that morning. Would anyone recognize me? Would anyone care? I hope you guys don't think I've forgotten about all of you- because I haven't and I miss everyone every day. +pout+ Things I miss about Northwest:

==Last year fourth block band, After school hanging out front, marching band, lunch, the feeling NW had, the people there, a good football team, my crush -sniff-, Amberly Southern ( she needs to come back to Southeast where we all await her!! ), Mr.B...but mostly the band.===

But I will be in the SE marching band senior year. I miss marching, gosh darnit! Anyway, I wanted to appoligize for my post, because I meant nothing bad by it. I hope all the trouble you guys are having blows over well. I love ya. Now I gotta go to my mom's house---I'm hanging out with ashley, caitie, husband, and kevin tonight. I guess I'm spending the night with Caitie..but I get to meet Kevin....meep! I hope he likes me. He's a hot-tay! Kayla, he's the one I told you about..from when I was two. Anyway.

Represent! SE lost last night and it sucked! But I had fun on the sidelines dancing the Thriller with Beth and Jim. See you! xoxxox Joooolay

( haha no Jesus I do not hate you ) O.o

Currently Reading Keeping You a Secret By Julie Anne Peters see related

Ooookay.

So Caitie was having a slumber party. Me, Beaner, Amberly, Monika, Acacia, Faith, TJ, some other random kid were all there. I didn't know guys would be there til TJ randomly showed up, but it wasn't a big deal cause he's like a chick anyway.

When Amberly picked me up and we first arrived, everybody was watching salad fingers. Then we got hungry and we were like, "TACO BELL!" So we all piled into random cars and went. I was walking around in the Taco Bell without shoes and everyone was telling me I was going to get ecoli? I was acting dumb and almost got us kicked out cause the beaners were giving us strange looks. I had "sporks" for hands and was dancing. Then Monika and I slow danced. It was magical.

Then Caitie was like, "Let's go to the graveyard." And I knew which one she was talking about. It's the one my nana is buried at. The one with The Jesus. The Wall Kids always go to the graveyard but it was my first time going as a group. They always light candles and all at The Jesus. We met up with Jason and Nicole there. The graveyard was awesome at night. It was spooky, but I wasn't scared-- I was too hyper and gay. We all went to Jesus and sat in his lap, then Amberly, Jason and Monika did Thriller ( cause they did it for drama the year before and still remembered it ). It was cool seeing them do Thriller in the graveyard. Then we almost got chased by the cops, but..well it's a long story. Anyway, after that Caitie and TJ left, and the rest of us ( me, Mon, Acacia, and Amberly ) decided to go to Walmart.

We had this grand scheme that I would pretend to be a literal retard and they were helping me walk around. I was supposed to scream and pull at my hair-- it was great. We all acted really serious too and didn't laugh, so a lot of people believed us. I would tug at my hair, then sit down on the floor and try to take off my shoes. I dunno how long we were in there until an employee came over and was like "We have complaints from some customers-- you need to leave." And Monika and Acacia started bitching about human rights and shit and how it was discrimination. The lady followed us out of the store, like two feet behind us the whole time. I was still being "retarded" and pulling at my hair acting upset. They were all going, "It's okay..come on Julie." So right when we reached the outside, I started walking upright and flipped the lady off. And Acacia was like "Human rights, BITCH!" You just had to be there.

Then Monika was like "Let's go to the park--" So we did, and we swung on the swings ( it was like midnight by now ) and then went across the park to this random circle of pavement and all laid down on the ground and looked at the stars talking about really deep things.

After that we needed to go somewhere ( cause Monika still needed to buy condoms, that's why we were at the walmart in the first place ) so we decided to go to the old walmart. I wasn't gonna act retarded this time.

We went and while we were in the condom isle joking around, these beaners stopped and stood in the isle pretending to look at pepto bismol or something for thirty minutes, but they were really just like "Ooh girls buying condoms!" And we couldn't stop laughing. We left walmart and Amberly went by to see Wesley. While she was in there, Monika opened up the condoms and gave me and Acacia one so we could look at them. Acacia blew hers up and Amberly came back and was like "Uhh? What did I miss?"

So after that we went back to Caitie's finally ( we were Monika-less by now, we dropped her off at Jake's ) and we were all dead sleepy. We went upstairs and Caitie, TJ, Fayth and whatshisface were watching the Notebook. Then we watched the Labyrinth.

Friday at school was fun, because for drama we had to paint-- and I'm a messy painter. There's this HUGE box thing we were painting, and my friend was on top of it, so I painted her into a circle and she couldn't get off. Tyson was dressed up like a village person, with a tool belt and tool hat and gah we just had so much fun.

Anyways I'm really sleepy-- so I'm gonna go crash, even though it's eleven in the morning. haha my mom just saw the empty condom wrapper in the garbage and gave me a ten minute long talk about aids. Anyway.

Toodaloo!...Joolay

Currently Listening O God, The Aftermath By Norma Jean see related

Hey queers.

I was looking at all my pictures from Northwest and random places, and I almost started bawling cause it hit me as to how badly I miss all of you. I love you guys so much, man. Damn. I miss band class with Cat and Kayla and Jess/Sheena at the end of the day.

But Southeast is amazing. Things have been crazy-ass-sweet though.

Man, I am so different now, I wish you guys knew. I used to be a loner at NW, I mean I had kickass friends, but seriously no one knew who I was. Now all I can say is,,, that has changed.

I love my punk bitches!

I can't wait for our play..I am Hippolyta, queen of the Amazon. We're doing like a modern version, all the faeries are gothic/punk..then the royalties are like prep-school kids. It's pretty flippin' sweet.

Here's things in a nutshell: I love Amberly, Amy, Caitie, Ashley, Megan, and Monika. I almost got kicked out of school, ( I dunno if I even technically go to SE anymore )..I like making out, I like punk shows, I like the way Preston smells like teddy grahams, I like how Jordan shoved the panda into the speaker with duct tape, I love getting notes from Thurston, I love lunch time, I like it when Amy is under one of her drugged spells, I like it when Monika kisses my head, and I did not like having to talk to that fat-ass cop in my room yesterday. Haha.

Mason and Tyler came and kidnapped me at one in the morning and it was SWEET. ^_^ so much fun, man.

I love you bitches. ..Joolay <3

p.s Christi, have fun in 'M'ashville. Haha. And Kayla I hope things perk up, dear.

..going to Ashley's, then to Chatt-Town. I'm OUT.